Omo what goes on behind the scenes in this world
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I still feel bad about it but the more i deny it never happened the worse my depression becomes.
Honestly i really feel bad about it. She (My Mom) has told me to move on from it but looking into her face sometimes brings back the memory of that night and no wonder we are not close like before.
Maybe if my Father acted right this abomination would not have happened but i was sick and tired of his harsh behaviour from my childhood to adult hood.
I was tired of his constant nagging and beating of my mom. He left so many marks on her body. My dad would bring his girlfriends to our home and sleep with them on their matrimonial bed. Sometimes my mom will fight with his mistresses and when my dad finds out, he will push to sleep outside the house for days. What about the time my animal of a dad attacked her family when they visited us to beg him to stop beating her??
My mom was the one taking care of me and my younger sister when my dad will travel out and refuse to call us for months.
My mom has been through a lot in their marriage thing and she got fed up and told me she was planning to leave my father finally and return to Akwa Ibom to her parents. I told her i won’t stop her from doing so and i hugged my mom so passionately like never before that night.
Unfortunately i let my emotions get the best of me so i kissed her, and the next minute we were on the bed making love and kissing so passionately.
I dont want to ever remember that episode in my life. I have been suicidal too sometimes. Pls what should i do to just forget and move on….
Will God ever forgive me?
Pls help me
Guys, Kindly advice this Young man on what to do
We beg you all.
Thank you
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